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Name: ghing
Country: Philippines
Metro: Manila
Birthday: 6/2/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: khit ano.. everything.. anyone.. khit sino.. kau bhala..
Expertise: maglinis ng haus.. hahah
Occupation: Student
Industry: Computers (Internet)
Message: message me
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Member Since:
8/27/2005
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| NAMISS KO TO!namiss kong magpost d2 ah..
long time no post! hehehe
anyways...
i have this problem, please help me nmn!
i have this friend..
we haven't meet yet pero we're close..
we talked on the fon until morning
bsta mga chit chat lng..
she has a very big problem..
almost all the people behind her take her down..
though all of them were mad at her i still talk to her..
im not trying to be "SAINT" here huh!
i just dont want to get angry wid her..
then she was saying na "wag kang magu2lat pag nbalitaan mong patay n ko"
gets nyo b un??
b4 kc nangyari n rin sken un..
ung time n may kaaway k pero inde aq ung may kasalanan..
until dumating sa point n i dont want to go to skul na..
pero inde pumasok s icp ko ung "magpakamatay"
so gets nyo n bat ayw qng magalit s knya??
kc naawa n aq sknya..
pero ung mga glit s knya d q kaaway huh!
friends q p rin ung mga un!
ayw q lng mkisali..
tska alm ko rin nmang ksalanan nung friend kong un e..
ganito kc un..
my oder friends telling me n lahat kc ng kinuwento smen nung friend qng isa is not all true..
na its all LIES..
then ung friend q nmn n kaaway nla ayw din sken sbhin qng ano tlga ung reason bat glit ung mgaiba qng friends s knya..
sbi ko nga mag sorry n xa kung ksalann tlga nya kya lng MA-PRIDE..
ayw nya umamin..
pti ung mga close friends nya glit n rin sa knya..
ibig sbihin ksalann nya tlga..
it just happened n wla nmn kcng naidulot sken kung d xa magsabi ng totoo e..
nag kwe2nto lng nmn xa!
ang mali ko lng is kinukunsinti ko xa!
pero ayw q nmn n maxado nilang inaaway..
icpin nyo kc bket kau mga2lit s isng tao n wla nmn tlgang ginawang msama sa inyo?
tpos wla nmng cnabi behind my back..
tska ayw q tlgag makialam e..
pero once n malaman ko lng tlga kung ano2 ung mga ginagawa nya,
hmff lagot xa sken..
d p kc maxadong clear sken e!
bsta bahala n.
pero wag nmn snang gawin nung friend qng un ung cnasabi nya..
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| ei guys!!
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mamats..
dont 4get to leave ur msgs..
?gHinG
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| nightmare or just a dream?whew!
i got this dream last night!
maybe its a nightmare!
its just like this..
last thursday i think..
me and my classm8s/friends (since 1st year)
were waiting for our guys friend beside the stage..
the we saw my "former" crush infront of the office near us..
he say hi to my friends except me..
i was really sad to see that moment happens!
but i think that he was looking at me when he's
about to get far from us..
i was really sad that time..
my friends keep teasing me..
at the first place, since 3rd yr we doesnt really talk..
and i dont either talked to him unless he's the one who started the conversation..
because if i talk to him or we talk, my classm8s will start to say "uuuuyy.."
bsta mga gnung bagay!
u know when we're 3rd year, my clasm8s really love to teased us!
they even say that we're the best love team.. duhh..
i really dont like him that much..
when few of my girl classm8s including me form an open forum..
they just asked me that (open forum) "if i have a crush in our room..
who would it be??"
i just tell them that it must be HIM because we both play guitars and love bands..
its just like that and different gossiping/teasing started to came up!
i really dont know how to stop the gossips.. waw celeb hehe!
so everytime we're getting close it just turn to nothing..
i feel awkward being with him or just near to him..
it feels like that there is always a barrier between us!
i think things just develop..
he look like sheldon of HALE.. maybe thats the biggest reason why i like him!
but a better version of sheldon huh! peace!
but u know..
at the first day of school he greet me..
he greet me hapi bday! (his bday was june 1 and im june 2, isnt it compatible?)
i just nod and smile at him..
i cant even open my mouth to say i word..
i dont know why..
maybe because i saw my classm8s looking at us..
he even stand beside me.. its really awkward to stand and get near to him!
the following day he call me again at the stairs but i didnt mind him..
nagsumbong p xa dun s isng friend qng guy n d q daw xa pinapancn pti nung 1st day od school..
i have the reasons to snob him, ayt??
and now i know why he didnt greet ("hi!")..
because he's scared to be snobbed again!
hhayyyy..
its really my fault!
i even make a poem about it when we are on our way home..
"ako'y may tinatanaw, ngunit d nmn aq tinatanaw, kaya;t ako'y nasa2ktan..."
bsta gnun un.. may ksunod p un e!
then this saturday midnyt when i was sleeping..
i dream about HIM..
me and my friends including him and other guy friends of us were having a trip..
i think it was in calatagan batangas.. (lea, my friend, always telling me that she's wants me to
go there thats why calatagan is included there) (i believe that the things we dream of are the things
we always think and we always hear!)
we even sleep there..
it was one in a million trip!
then..
the following days in calatagan..
i saw him with a girl, maybe it his girlfriend..
i just dont mind them..
as if i see nothing!
one morning when i woke up..
i saw many heart-shaped balloons and flowers outside out cottage!
i even told to my friedns that i want to recieve that kind of gift.
it was sssooooooooo romantic for me!
then i noticed something written in the balloon..
" happy monthsary ________, lab u!" i forgot the girls name"
i even uttered to myself "grabe nmn to monthsary plng may gnyan na!"
eventually i saw him and the girl together under the kubo typer cottage..
they're sweet.. not kissing huh..
bsta they just look sweet..
i act like nothing happens..
i just smile..
i even tell them that im okay..
but im just a human..
i cant hide my emotions..
i run inside the cottage..
i sat on the bed, putting my face in my palm..
i was crying.. my tears fell from my eyes..
i cant stop it..
i cant smile..
i cant be happy for them..
when i saw them i thought i was going to collapse..
i thought i was going to berak!
i even thought that everything was gonna be fine..
i thought i can control my emotions..
but i cant!
why?
i know that i dont have feelings for him..
but why im feeling like this..
it feels like im waiting for the rain to come in this drought..
it was really disappointing and useless!
i continue to cry even i dont want too..
my heart is aching again..
suddenly..
i woke up (in my real world)
i held my heart!
its still aching..
it feels like it was crying..
i barely hug myself..
i uttered again..
"hayy panaginip lng pla! buti lng panaginip lng.."
its just a dream..
a ****ing dream..
or i can say a NIGHTMARE..
i dont like to see things will end up just like that..
maybe i must forget about him..
its over..
small things always end up into a big things..
STOP! ITS OVER! | | |
| this day was a full blast badtripings!!..
imagine..
first, i wasnt able to recite earlier at school..
then, it always rain... argh!
dallas lose again..
ginebra too.. wahhhh..
there's no MY GIRL (my fave!)
i cant believe it!
it was sooo unfair!
hhayy..
i think there's nothing i can do, ayt??
just w8 4 the ryt track, ghing..
"am still waiting.."
? ghing¤
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| weekend.. yahu!finally weekend n rin..
rest day of course.. nyahha..
the rest of the week i was very busy even the class just started..
hahyy..
we have cheering p..
this monday we'll going to start d practice n..
so super bc nnmn to..
then mag oorganize p kami ng event for june and july..
hahyyy.. wla n lng aqng mgawa..
graduating p nmn
pero ang srap mging bc.. hehe
then may assignments p..
lupet ng mga teachers nmen
esp s physics, c sir laudencia
the math c mam marcelo
c sir vinas s tle..
waw lupet tlga at the same tym nka2takot..
hehe..
ang saya npadevelop ko n ung mga pics s rob metro east ipa2scan q n lng un..
hehe..
hayyy..
pahinga tym n tlga 2..
wish i cud slip well..
c u guys..
tnx!
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